kurona

To the delight of possibly some people here who've been under the belief that I abuse my bf maybe, guess what yeah he left for another woman I think or maybe ran off to his friends I dont know. Who's fault it is? Whenever I break up with someone, there is no one else to blame but me, if he had a reason to stay he would - and I just didnt give him that reason, so its me. Am I sad, yeah I am of course I'm hurt immensely. But life goes on, I have to move on.

Me now, with this freedom ...

one part of my life, I lived as a hikikomori. And a chunk of that was related to forum stuff, damn I was younger and new to the internet... ugh. Damn, so much freakin people in one place eh and you dont have to be outside...

I always loved some lines from people like, "I dont like people, I dont like to socialize" but you are in a forum.

Ahhh people. There are many benefits on being behind a box eh, you can say whatever the hell and you can then just vanish like ...

I just got a wiiU last night and monster hunter ultimate. we traded my ps3, my bro's wii, accessories and around 20 of my games. Sucks that it didn't cross my mind that the old wii controller will work on it. Wonder what other games are good...

TOMF. weekend. im hung over right now coz of too much wine last night so just saying...

Friday, went to bugsby again with olex. still trying to get used to the cheaper drinks vs my usual... i really like that place, theres plenty of seating area thats FREE! and the pool tables are also free, not that i play but i can watch >_> anyway, i just danced like usual, still havent seen a more em.... mobile dancer there. when i got back to the sitting area to cool down, seems olox has ...

Isnt it just funny how sometimes you dont hear from them for like so long then all of a sudden they'd just pop out from nowhere and act like you actually wanna hear from them and everything is fun and cool...

and isnt it just ... weird... when they seem to do so when youre in a rough time with your lover. like they can telepathicly sense it.

some reporter guy just messaged me again, i used to date him - that makes 3 of em now

oh wow, i do remember him... i ...