totalchaosgirl1988

There always comes a time where you know which friends to cut and which to keep. I am not saying that I am cutting any of the friends that I have made on here, no none of you have ever done me wrong.

What I am getting at is in the Real World, away from this virtual home that I hold so dear. I may be gone for months at a time, but I always manage to find my way back home.

In the land far beyond the touch of A4, I thought that I had a friend that was supporting me through ...

There was a day that I thought that would never have happened, not this soon anyway. Though is some aspect it couldn't have happened soon enough. I saw it coming but nothing could have prepared me for this numb and out of body experience. Surreal doesn't even begin to cover how I am feeling. There is not a cavern deep enough in the depths of the oceans, that could even compare to how deeply I am wounded.

On August 22 my mom was defeated by the same cancer she had been battling for ...

In April I did something that I probably should have done a very long time ago. I told my husband that I didn't love him as a lover anymore. I was married for nearly 5 years and it is only after I told him that I should have told him that 4 years prior. I know that it really hurt him, but I was tired of not thinking about myself. I found that I was usually if not always doing things for him. The biggest thing I find that I always did was doing everything he asked me to do. Even when I would tell ...

As you All may know my life is chalk full of downs compared to goods. But I am finally going up again. I got a job and I am talking to one of my friends that I had in elementary school. The last time him and I talked we were 9 years old, so I am glad that he is as happy as I am to reconnect with old friends. Its almost like I did grow up with him.

Other then that my husband has been getting interviews and I truly believe that he is getting one of the jobs of his dreams, landscaping. ...

Ya so the start of this year which I thought was great was entering the new year with a new job. For only parts of January I worked as it was all just to set up shop as it was a brand new store. Like put up the shelves and hangers among a load of other things. Along with several other people we all set up the store.

During this time my moms Cancer spread and made her look and act worse, to the point that I thought that she was on her death bed. So I went out of my way to make sure that ...