Ximoki Roux

I'll be getting working papers tomorrow and start filling them out so I can get a job and start working once I turn 14! I'm really exited that I'll be able to start making my own money soon. Once May comes and I turn 14 I'll be getting a summer job and I'll see how it all goes. I know it will be hard and I'll have to make sure I'm always on task and that it's a big responsibly to have a job now and that I shouldn't be slacking around anymore. Especially once summer passes and I'll be in high school ...

I've been feeling like one lately. I do have people I hang out with at school and other casual friends I talk to sometimes, but lately when I see people laughing and talking to each other in a nice group while i'm just sitting quietly, I feel a bit sad. Everyone has someone or a couple people they always hang out with after school all the time, and I don't.

I guess what I really want is well, a "best friend". I've had best friends, but they all split apart to their other friends ...

http://www.formspring.me/CrazySunshinee

Just got one, completely empty right now and non of my real life friends use this. For people who have one, feel free to click the link up there~

I was just browsing DeviantART when I came across this confusing add...

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Can't figure out if it's real or not.

Today I was at my camp, which isn't much like a camp. More like a trailer park and a couple cottages with a beach. But anyway, behind my trailer is a berry bush, which is quite uncomfortable to be around. Whenever I pick berries there, or ever go near it everything starts to feel uncomfortable and creepy for some reason.Also cold, and lonely. I'd hear some strange sounds that didn't sound like animals or humans. Nothing normal at all.

So anyway today I was at the beach there and my ...