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Ah, to be young and inlove with someone you'll never be able to go out with even if by some chance they do become single, and some mirical of god makes you appealing in their eyes.

Yup. Before you go 'Oh jesus, another love blog' and immediately ditch, hear me out.

So I like this guy, who is a Junior. And I'm a freshman. Now already that's shot to hell, but another thing is that he's SUPER scary. Looks wise anyway. And I thought he was going to shank me when I asked if I could hang out with him today after the competition.

Anyway, I spent like two hours tailing him trying to work up the courage to ask if we could hang out, and what he says is 'Are you a stalker?' ...I have to admit that seemed pretty stalker-ish. But at least I got to explain why I was tailing him and mumbling to my self in Russian for two hours, instead of him just brushing me off, so thats a start right? Kind of? Maybe? Probably not.

And still, I got to hang out with him and his friends for like half an hour, but I had so much fun in that half hour that it felt like two minutes or something. I love having a crush... now if only he wasn't sixteen, didn't think I was a stalker, and if I wasn't so shy around the opposite sex, everything would be perfect!