Hoping For A Change
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Haven't updated this blog for a long while. After the countless strings of dead blogs I had in the past, I'd rather not add another one to the list, so I'll keep this one alive by writing... something.
Been trying to get myself into the habit of reading and writing. If you've seen some of my posts, you'd know I'm not an avid reader as much as I'm a writer... No wait, I'm not even a writer, since "writers write", and I only write RPGs whenever I 'feel like it', or occasionally work on my single unfinished fan fic (that I've been working on for... a decade or so?) whenever I'm in the mood. But, with this new 'getting into the habit' self-help program that I came up with myself, I figured that something would change, eventually, if I keep at it.
I'd make a better movie producer than a movie director. I've got so many ideas in my head that I could pitch, but it's the execution that I fail at. Sigh. I want to explore all those little worlds in my head, but I couldn't put them in words because I suck at vocabulary.
I don't know. Someday, someday perhaps. If this self-help program works... for once, then maybe something will change.
I'm crossing my fingers. More importantly, I'm trying not to rush myself into it, as forcing myself into a habit instead of easing myself naturally is more likely going to result in giving up the practice rather than anything practical.
Until then... Sigh. Here's hoping for the best.